Family - Poem

My Mother sent me this:

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.

He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,

"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.

"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."



I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."

I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

Psalm 5

Psalm 5:1-3
1Give ear to my words, O lord,
consider my sighing.
2Listen to my cry for help,
my King and my God,
for to you I pray.
3In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice;
in the morning I lay my requests before,
you
and wait in expectation.

Fruits of a Good Conscience




Reading more about the conscience from Dr. Stanley's website, http://www.intouch.org/, I came across this and thought it was very good. I never really thought about the benefits of a good conscience in this way.

How does a good conscience help you on a daily basis?

1. You have courage.

- No matter what hardships and difficulties you face, you have confidence that you acted in the right manner.

2. You have peace.

- You can remain calm and quiet and let the attack rage around you.

3. You have no fear.

- Because you've acted rightly, you have the Father on your side.

After reading this I was thinking about work and so forth. At work I am trying to do the best I can. However things are being piled on and piled on and in trying to get to all of them the workmanship and attention to detail is sliding. I know I am trying and want to do my best so I am comforted in this. I did not have this peace yesterday when I realized I could have and should have done a better job with handling a particular client and task. I was not prepared and had let the work of the day really drag me down to where I just didn't care I was not organized or ready for a phone call I made to a person very high in our company. After the call I felt beat up because of the poor job I did. I can blame it on the workload, however, I don't think this is where the blame should fall. I will take the blame for not dropping my other things and doing this one task as good as I could have. I see that I need to make it clear to my boss there is too much stuff on my plate and what falls off, I am sorry for, however I can't compromise the thoroughness of my current work.

In this storm I will remain calm because I am doing the best I can and I have a clear conscience about what I am doing. I found this peace and courage when I traveled to Ohio this last week. Being around my friends and family I was not fearful of how they were judging me, talking about me or how they felt about me. I knew I loved them and wanted the best for them. I was not there to throw the gospel at them or judge them or anything like that. I wanted to simply be with them and enjoy our time together, hoping I could be a witness in some way as well. So with a clean conscience about why I was there I felt courage, peace and fearlessness.

Fruits of a good conscience? I think these are what Dr. Stanley mentions above and that is courage, peace and fearlessness. I want this in all aspects of my life and this I pray for in the name of Jesus Christ.

A clean conscience is such a WONDERFUL thing. :)






More on "Law"

I have been thinking of this scripture and did not know were to find it until I called my friend. He told me where it was, if I would have kept reading Romans, as I am currently doing, I would have run in to it.

Romans 7:15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.

Paul said this? WOW! Again, if you wrote over half of the New Testament you had to be pretty close with God and to say this? What hope do we have? Encouraging or discouraging?

Here is a few paragraphs from which Paul speaks about the above:

Romans 7:14-25 14 We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. 15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16 And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17 As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18 I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19 For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do, - this I keep on doing. 20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
21 So I find this law at work; When I want to do good evil is right there with me. 22 For in my inner being I delight in God's law; 23 but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. 24 What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25 Thanks be to God - through Jesus Christ our Lord!
So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

My bible called Quest Study Bible (NIV) has commentary on the side. This commentary usually starts out in a question and I am going to put the questions it asks pertaining to these scriptures below:

- Isn't this a cop-out? (Romans 7:17,20)

- If I'm a slave to God's law, why don't I always obey it? (Romans 7:21-25)

What do I have to say about all this? More will come later because I do not fully grasp or understand it. I like to write this in the blog because it helps me to remember what I am reading and keeps everything better organized then I do. I can easily go back look up a topic and add comments on what I feel or think. Please feel free to add your thoughts or comments and we'll study together. As Proverbs 27:17 says "As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another."

Talk to you all soon.